Friday, December 15, 2006
1:17 AM
THANKYOU HUN FOR THIS NEW SKIN :D LOVE YA!
had 2 trainings today both are tough ): jogged from kem cc to eunos gym 50 jumpg jacks, gym workout, 10 exercises everythg for 1 min then 62 jumpg jacks ): tired! or maybe im not strong enough
okay drew lots for the "Angel&Mortal" game. chose number for trg jersey today. roar i wna train i wna train. woke up w a bad throat today and now im havg a running nose ):
my heart itch once in a while since this afternoon. this feelg s totally. and this feelg makes tear flow. i dont like :l kinda heartbrkg idk why im feelg this way no no no il nv wna get hurt agn like before il nv cry till my eye sore il nv want t see myself in that state im feelg so insecure so round up so so so terrible inside )':
Sometimes we say and do things that hurt people close to our hearts and sometimes things happen that make us drift apart.. purposely, unintentionally, subconsciously - it doesn't matter..it won't change a thing..won't make anything better..if i can i would take those words i said but somehow i feel that letting it out will make me feel better..yea..im confused dk what im saying..
it takes a lot of courage to love someone and more courage to let that someone know that u actually love him/her. like climbing up a real steep slope nw & nw i fall agn oh boy i know u didnt do anythg wrong but im just afraid okay nth can explain this th trust is gone once agn
its not that im tryg t imply that u lied but whatever it is, i admit. admit that im sensitive, that im easily jealous but thats me.
fallg in love is definitely easier than forgetting someone u love.
i wouldnt dare t imagine a tmr wout u